Day 2
7:30 am
I arose and immediately began my morning meditation repeating "I want to work on my submission so that I can be the best submissive possible". I repeated this phrase for ten minutes. As my knees became sore from kneeling, I focused harder on my task know that I would be rewarded in the end by my master.
After my ten minutes I arouse and put the tight rubber band on my left wrist. My focus today was on things that I will enjoy as a submissive. As I felt the constriction of the rubber band I thought of pleasing my one true master. I will enjoy his firm hand to correct me, his touch when I have been good, and my punishments when I am bad.
6:45 pm
As I again went to my knees to meditate, I found the arousal that I had been fighting all day begin to overwhelm me. I am used to touching my cunt whenever I want to, and learning to wait is very hard for me. I again repeated the mantra and focused on the things that would enjoy as a submissive. After the very long ten minutes were up I could feel the moisture dripping down my legs.
As I sat there on my knees I began to touch my slick cunt. Rubbing gently at first and then faster and harder. Right before I came I stopped...it was almost painful...but I await my masters reward...
