At 7:30 am
I arose and went into the shower. My master has instructed me to shave my mons. I took the soap and slowly lathered my cunt. As I began to draw the razor against my skin for the first time in my life, I felt myself becoming wet at the thought of pleasing my master.
After my mons became smooth. I left the shower and began my daily meditations. As I knelt down on my knees, I repeated “I want to work on my submission so that I can be the best submissive possible.”• My master has instructed me to focus this and nothing else for at least ten minutes. After a few minutes my knees began to hurt. I embraced the pain and continued repeating the mantra. Knowing that my submission is the only thing that matters.
When I finished my meditation, I put a tight rubber band on my left wrist so that everytime I felt the pain I thought of my submission. Today, my focus was on "what does submission mean to me?" To me submission means to willingly bow to the wishes of my master....his pleasure will be mine and my obedience will then please him.
While my knees still hurt, I began to touch my slick, wet pussy. My master has allowed me to touch myself until I edge. I have never done this before, but I will obey. As I stroked myself I thought of what it means to be submissive to me and the rewards that I will get from my master. I want to please him above all things. I did not penetrate my pussy, I want to feel my master's cock in me only. Soon I was very close to orgasm and I stopped. It was one of the hardest things that I have done. Who would know? I would know and I am committed to pleasing my master.
6:30
On my knees I was naked as I again repeated that I want to work on my submission so that I can be the best sub possible for my master. Soon, the pain came and then the satisfaction of knowing that I will be rewarded in the end.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
What my Master can expect from Me
Being a woman who has had very little sexual experience in her life is very frustrating. I have not performed fellatio or had anal sex. This almost seems like a crime. My innocence had hindered my ability to be treated with as much objectivity as women who are very experienced.
I want to learn, but I only want be taught by one special master. I need his firm hand to guide me and teach me to be his and only his. I am not a slut, but I would be for my master. My body will be his and his alone and well as my mind and soul. He will be my everything and I his.
My quest for knowledge and to understand my place as a submissive slave to my master is hard. I knew this was not going to be easy, but what I did not anticipate were the preconceived notions that existed in the realm. I am not the extreme submissive, but merely the exception to the stereotype. I want to learn and be taught to please my master...
I want to learn, but I only want be taught by one special master. I need his firm hand to guide me and teach me to be his and only his. I am not a slut, but I would be for my master. My body will be his and his alone and well as my mind and soul. He will be my everything and I his.
My quest for knowledge and to understand my place as a submissive slave to my master is hard. I knew this was not going to be easy, but what I did not anticipate were the preconceived notions that existed in the realm. I am not the extreme submissive, but merely the exception to the stereotype. I want to learn and be taught to please my master...
Submissive Day One
At 7:30 amI arose and went into the shower. My master has instructed me to shave my mons. I took the soap and slowly lathered my cunt. As I began to draw the razor against my skin for the first time in my life, I felt myself becoming wet at the thought of pleasing my master.After my mons became smooth. I left the shower and began my daily meditations. As I knelt down on my knees, I repeated “I want to work on my submission so that I can be the best submissive possible.”• My master has instructed me to focus this and nothing else for at least ten minutes. After a few minutes my knees began to hurt. I embraced the pain and continued repeating the mantra. Knowing that my submission is the only thing that matters.When I finished my meditation, I put a tight rubber band on my left wrist so that everytime I felt the pain I thought of my submission. Today, my focus was on "what does submission mean to me?" To me submission means to willingly bow to the wishes of my master....his pleasure will be mine and my obedience will then please him. While my knees still hurt, I began to touch my slick, wet pussy. My master has allowed me to touch myself until I edge. I have never done this before, but I will obey. As I stroked myself I thought of what it means to be submissive to me and the rewards that I will get from my master. I want to please him above all things. I did not penetrate my pussy, I want to feel my master's cock in me only. Soon I was very close to orgasm and I stopped. It was one of the hardest things that I have done. Who would know? I would know and I am committed to pleasing my master.6:30On my knees I was naked as I again repeated that I want to work on my submission so that I can be the best sub possible for my master. Soon, the pain came and then the satisfaction of knowing that I will be rewarded in the end.
First Task
Getting In Submissive Mode
Items Needed
Rubber Band or ribbon
Shaving Equipment
Task Duration
One week – 7 days
Each day for seven days you will do the following:
• Wear your ribbon or rubber band on your left wrist for at least 8 hours while awake as a symbol of your submission.
• Every morning and evening kneel and repeat the manta out loud “I want to work on my submission so that I can be the best submissive possible.”
• Kneel naked for 10 minutes. You are not allowed to masturbate while kneeling.
During this kneeling you will choose the following to think about (choose one for each day):
• What does your submission means to you
• Ways that work for you to get into the submissive mode
• Things that you would enjoy as a submissive
• Things you would not enjoy as a submissive
• How can you better your submission
• What excites you the most about being a submissive
• What scares you the most
• What do you find works best for you to be put in the submissive mode
• You will provide an edge each day, but you are not allowed to orgasm until after you write and post your final report.
• Shave your genitals. (This can be every other day if needed)
ReportingI would like you to keep a small daily journal stating what you thought about while kneeling, if you managed to edge and how and finally if you kept the daily ritual of wearing your symbolism of submission and your daily mantra. At the end of the seven days, post your journal and a final report with all your thoughts and feelings regarding your submission and if these rituals helped in putting you in subby mode. After you have posted your final report, then and only then may you orgasm.Hope you like it!
I would like you to record this task into a notebook journal to keep next to you.. then a copy posted here as a reply to this task and then also a reply to the orginal task at this url: http://masterdarkone29.blogspot.com/
Look forward to more.
Items Needed
Rubber Band or ribbon
Shaving Equipment
Task Duration
One week – 7 days
Each day for seven days you will do the following:
• Wear your ribbon or rubber band on your left wrist for at least 8 hours while awake as a symbol of your submission.
• Every morning and evening kneel and repeat the manta out loud “I want to work on my submission so that I can be the best submissive possible.”
• Kneel naked for 10 minutes. You are not allowed to masturbate while kneeling.
During this kneeling you will choose the following to think about (choose one for each day):
• What does your submission means to you
• Ways that work for you to get into the submissive mode
• Things that you would enjoy as a submissive
• Things you would not enjoy as a submissive
• How can you better your submission
• What excites you the most about being a submissive
• What scares you the most
• What do you find works best for you to be put in the submissive mode
• You will provide an edge each day, but you are not allowed to orgasm until after you write and post your final report.
• Shave your genitals. (This can be every other day if needed)
ReportingI would like you to keep a small daily journal stating what you thought about while kneeling, if you managed to edge and how and finally if you kept the daily ritual of wearing your symbolism of submission and your daily mantra. At the end of the seven days, post your journal and a final report with all your thoughts and feelings regarding your submission and if these rituals helped in putting you in subby mode. After you have posted your final report, then and only then may you orgasm.Hope you like it!
I would like you to record this task into a notebook journal to keep next to you.. then a copy posted here as a reply to this task and then also a reply to the orginal task at this url: http://masterdarkone29.blogspot.com/
Look forward to more.
Saturday, June 28, 2008
First Training
Today I will start learning how to be a submissive slave. It is the most exciting and erotic experience of my life.
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