Day 1 on my training

At 7:30 am

I arose and went into the shower. My master has instructed me to shave my mons. I took the soap and slowly lathered my cunt. As I began to draw the razor against my skin for the first time in my life, I felt myself becoming wet at the thought of pleasing my master.

After my mons became smooth. I left the shower and began my daily meditations. As I knelt down on my knees, I repeated “I want to work on my submission so that I can be the best submissive possible.”• My master has instructed me to focus this and nothing else for at least ten minutes. After a few minutes my knees began to hurt. I embraced the pain and continued repeating the mantra. Knowing that my submission is the only thing that matters.

When I finished my meditation, I put a tight rubber band on my left wrist so that everytime I felt the pain I thought of my submission. Today, my focus was on "what does submission mean to me?" To me submission means to willingly bow to the wishes of my master....his pleasure will be mine and my obedience will then please him.

While my knees still hurt, I began to touch my slick, wet pussy. My master has allowed me to touch myself until I edge. I have never done this before, but I will obey. As I stroked myself I thought of what it means to be submissive to me and the rewards that I will get from my master. I want to please him above all things. I did not penetrate my pussy, I want to feel my master's cock in me only. Soon I was very close to orgasm and I stopped. It was one of the hardest things that I have done. Who would know? I would know and I am committed to pleasing my master.

6:30

On my knees I was naked as I again repeated that I want to work on my submission so that I can be the best sub possible for my master. Soon, the pain came and then the satisfaction of knowing that I will be rewarded in the end.